There’s a war taking place inside of me at this very moment, one side wants the world to see my true capability and mindset while the others wants to suppress it and to enjoy the moment. Sometimes knowing nothing is better. The stupid actions people make, won’t annoy you. I feel as if I am getting rather old and drained. Once, there was a time where I had let the world witness the capability of my mind. I had the desire to change others perspective so they can see things the way I perceive it. I have changed a few people to become as wise and opened minded as they are now, it took literally 3 years. Now, I don’t think I have the patience for that. I rather have someone else give the attempt because it takes an excessive amount of time while dealing with an emotional rollercoaster that is taking place inside. I just want to walk alone this time, like an old monk who has taught his disciples everything he knows and at the end, he leaves it to them to continue his teaching while he departs else where to explore greater things.