It’s hard to express something when people are in denial of its existent. I don’t blame them, if I didn’t have this ability I probably wouldn’t believe it either. Let’s see…How can I even put this into words… I am always a couple of steps ahead of myself because I sense something that doesn’t exist in the present moment. It could be a good thing when I sense a bad vibe, but when I sense something good about to happen, I’m not sure how to react to it in the present because I fear that I might alter the result. I have always depended on my ability to sense the future to motivate my actions however; it’s weird when I don’t sense something. That’s when I feel blind, as if I lost one of my 5 senses and constricted of my ability. When I am unable to sense a certain genre in the future, I feel as if I am walking in the dark. Dam does this entry even make sense?  I guess the only person who would understand where I am coming from is my best friend; she was the only one who constantly witnessed me predicting the future. Creepy as that sound, I miss telling someone what I sensed because with her, I had someone to tell. She accepted it as if it was my natural ability, she didn’t think that I was crazy or delusional. Now I feel out of place, always having to hide it and when I do predict something and it comes true, nobody would believe me because I have never said a word.