I said this once but apparently, I didn’t make this clear. It doesn’t matter how close we are, if we’re best friend or not. If you decide to walk out of my life, that’s on you. I’m not going to beg you to stay; I won’t fight for something you decided because if we were real friends, you would stick around. When I said that I don’t care if you walk out the door, I meant it. I will cherish our moments together, but don’t expect me to crawl back. I won’t be that dumbass who will chase for someone that doesn’t even want to be there. I had many people walk out that same door and I will be glad to walk you out if that’s what you please. I have been through this enough times where I stopped caring who leaves. If you’re not down to handle it and walking out is the best solution for you, then go ahead. It’s up to you, but don’t expect things to return to normal if you decide to walk back. I got rid of the welcome mat a long time ago since it kept getting dirty and i’m tired of cleaning it.