How do I feel?

I am not sure, emotionless. Empty and at a lost for words. I miss my comfort zone, even through I forced myself to break out of it for years now and once I did, I miss it. I feel as if I am walking backwards as I try to progress. I can be honest, I don’t know what the hell I am doing, and I’m walking blindly into the woods hoping to get somewhere, anywhere better than where I was before. I need a new beginning and stepping away from the world I once knew is frightening. Nobody is holding my hand on this one; I’m resulted with my two arms and legs to carry its weight. I can’t see or feel where I am heading and that scares me. I had everything I wanted and to leave that to find something better, not knowing if there is something better scares me. I been risking my pride a lot lately and I hate it. I don’t want to return to my comfort zone because I left for a reason, I just need that reason to be stronger so I can continue because right now, I lost my compass.