As much as I resented all the actions that you have done to me, I pity you. I really do. I should feel like you deserve your karma, but that is not how it is. I feel bad that you cannot fulfill the future that you wanted. I despised the damaged you had done to me but when I take a glance at a life in your shoes, knowing the struggles you went through before that, I feel awful. I had always wished the best for you, although you done me dirty. I cannot imagine what it is like to have my life on hold, mostly if it has been over four times. I can’t imagine losing everything within seconds; I know that when I am dealing with you, it’s something I would have to adjust. Your right, I can’t handle that. I can’t handle being beside you everyday, living in a fantasy, and wake up with nothing left beside my memories. Once, was enough to change my life. I can’t handle the second or even the third time, and I can’t imagine how you would feel. You were right, I can’t handle that and I am glad that we didn’t work out. Hearing the recent stories is like reliving what had happened four years ago, except this time, someone else is in my position. I honestly feel bad for her because I remember what it was like to have everything vanish into thin air, no good byes. With you, it is always, “is this real?” That’s why I fear relationships, I am scare to let go the way we did. Well, as of right now. I do not know what to say except, I hope you are doing well in there. I really wish you the best and hope everything works out. Sorry this had to happened, but in a way, you knew better.