December 2009
15 posts
Reflecting 2009
I do not think 2009 was a shitty year, I mean it probably cannot be compare to 2008 and 2007. However, this was the year I learn how to grow up and be mature. The year I took reasonability on my actions, to be strong. I have to say the year went by fast and was boring, but I compare to who I was in 2008 there is dramatic changes. Reflecting on this year, I mainly remember sitting in one place to...
HOW THE HELL ARE PEOPLE GOING TO POST CHIAN...
BLAH!
My room is a complete mess due to my laziness; I have a stack of vocabulary cards for the SAT that I have yet to bother studying. What have I been doing with my time? I sit around and Daydream! I am hopeless, I know my dreams are not going anywhere if I am not putting work into it, I guess I cannot find a motivation. I do not even want to be around my friends, I have canceled all plans this winter...
I find it ridiculous that I have no idea why I am so bipolar lately, Could it be that I am about to start my period? Yet, could it also be the unspoken words of what had happened between us? Either way, I find myself fronting. I laugh, smile, and joke around when people are by me however, the second I hit home all I want to do is sleep for the rest of the year. I have no desire in going shopping...
4.0 GPA
Finally, all the work I putted in came through! From studying non-stop for advance biology, writing tons of essays and entries in Honors Literature, and get up an actually sing in front of the class for musical theater.
I was so use to being close like, 3.8 with an 88.9 percent in English, and Ms. Taylor could not round it up. Now I did it! The only problem I should be worrying about is...
JUST FUCK OFF, I did not ask anybody to try to get at me! I am not here to impress anybody but myself. Why is that so hard to come across your dam head? Just because I like to dress nice does not mean I want your attention, dressing up is a way for me to express and feel confident in myself. I talk to guy as a friend because I do not want to come across like a bitch. I swear people are making this...
I WANT TIME TO STOP!
I feel like I am growing too fast. New Year is one of my favorite holidays however; I want to stay in 2009 as a 16-year-old teenager. I am scared shitless about SAT, college application, senior exhibition, and money to pay it all off. Seriously, I cannot wait to get out of the house and be on my own in La. I JUST WANT TO SKIP THE PROCESS! I fear that all this work I put in and cramming it into...
Fact about CLOTHES
I do not know how many times I had been ask, “Where did you get your clothes from?” I appreciate that everybody loves the way I dress however; I find it annoying when they want to buy the exact same thing. The fact that people should know is everybody has a different body figure that looks better with certain clothes, not only that but the way you want to present yourself is very important to how...