January 2009
3 posts
Reflecting
Dude, I am so confused when I know I should not be. I been crying about this all day yesterday and thinking over it today and just a few hours ago I thought I had my answer, but I am back to step one. CONFUSED! I honestly do not know whom to turn to. I DONT need “every thing is ok” its bullshit! I need the truth and a critical point of view. I do not give a dam about my feelings! I...
I knew something was bound to happen on Chinese New Year! HAHA I had a good Chinese new year, I met many people and the fashion show was an hour an a half late but Tim, Kent, Trina, and Plain still waited and watched. How sweet! I had such little sleep because of Chinese New Year and finals but I am not that tired as I thought I would have been. This week has been good so far I have not been happy...
There’s a lot of things on my mind lately… like what will I become at the end of 2009, what I want to do in my life and who to be in it… sure, time will tell and it just comes… thing is, I am in control of my life. I cannot just let things past me by… to know what I desire first to achieve my goals. What I desire is happiness… what kind of happiness? Things that makes...